How was 2019 for you, friends?
Looking back, what stands out? What gives you pride and joy? Guilt and regret? What’s the best thing you learned? What do you look forward to the most in 2020?
In the first post of this month, I described my last role play experience, one marked by intensity around domestic violence and dense communication skills practice. Dr. Orit Kalnieri-Miller led the workshop, and I will forever be grateful for her groundbreaking work incorporating reflective practice in medical education.
Wikipedia says reflective practice is
… the ability to reflect on one’s actions so as to engage in a process of continuous learning. According to one definition it involves “paying critical attention to the practical values and theories which inform everyday actions, by examining practice reflectively and reflexively. This leads to developmental insight”.A key rationale for reflective practice is that experience alone does not necessarily lead to learning; deliberate reflection on experience is essential.
Regular reflective practice, I think, is mindfulness in action.
This whole month I have been reflecting. Looking back, seeking patterns. What really does make me better? Better for whom? For What? How does it all help me going forward? I have probed my habits, my relationships, roles, activities, ideals and attitudes. Writing the reflections every night as a blogging challenge probably does not give each idea much time to sink in. But now they are recorded. They are a collection that I can review over time; I can revise, rewrite, and continue the reflection-learning-practice cycle of self-improvement. Reading past posts reminds me of where I was then, which allows comparison and contrast to today.
I am, still and always, me. I’m also always learning and changing. Reflection helps me to know myself better and more deeply, to claim and exercise my authentic agency in service of the causes that matter to me. Reflection keeps me focused on my Why. In the coming year, it will help me identify, refine, and enact my next Just Cause. Very exciting!
But maybe the best part is that reflective practice is not a solitary activity. When I have any opportunity to get feedback from those whose perspectives I respect, the learning is that much deeper and more meaningful, even (especially) if it challenges and agitates me. People mirrors do not always show the reflection I want, or the self-delusions I believe–they call me out. But sometimes they show that I’m living exactly and fully in my integrity and values. Both are equally valuable.
So I will continue looking for reflections everywhere. They keep me honest, and that makes me better.