The Best Thing That Could Happen

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What do you think is the best thing that could happen out of the COVID-19 pandemic?

I think it’s Connection.

How ironic, as the current best solution to mitigating illness and death is physical (not really social) separation.

Connection won’t come easily, though.  Today I felt all kinds of yuck:  Conflicted.  Unsettled.  Angry, Cynical, Fearful, Guilty, Annoyed, Confined, Enraged.  Not exactly connecting emotions.  The people going about their usual routines, disregarding distancing guidelines, and claiming it as their right to ‘live free’ agitate me the most.  When they get sick, and after they have infected numerous others, some gravely, my colleagues and I will care for them the same as for those who followed the guidelines and acted unselfishly for the greater good.  We will put ourselves in harm’s way, and more of us will pay with our lives for their false freedom.  Because when your ‘right’ to ‘live free’ puts others’ lives at risk, that is not freedom.  That is negligence.

That said, I’ve not lost all hope.  Through Facebook, Zoom, email and snail mail, I am now better connected with some folks than before, and I’m grateful.  They have helped me consider and envision the best possible New Normal on the other side of COVID-19.  I share my wish list below, as well as links to my favorite articles from the past week.

Also, join me this Wednesday, April 8, at 6pm Chicago time for an Instagram live chat.  Owners Tim and Victoria at Ethos Training Systems will host a fireside-style session on COVID-19.  You can join by finding me, chenger91, or Ethos, at the time above.  Please know that I do this public event as a friend of Ethos, and not as a representative of my employer or any medical professional society.  I claim no expertise in infectious disease or epidemiology; I’m just one doctor doing my best to share relevant information and practical advice.

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To Create Our Best Post-COVID Future, Let Us:

Continue to connect earnestly with people near and far.

Advance toward universal healthcare in some form, and shore up our social safety nets.

Reclaim our collective mindset—temper extreme individualism with more altruism and empathy.

Slow down—maintain more flexible work schedules, better childcare options.  Generate less pollution, decrease unnecessary production and consumption.

Live more mindfully and in the present:  Enjoy the good more and dwell less on the bad.  Increase both awareness and appreciation of all that is well in life.

Hold rigorous science and medicine far above opinion and ideology.

Practice Learning, Flexibility, Agility, and Resilience, in all domains, large and small, individually and as a collective.

Recognize our shared humanity, maintain that recognition, and act consistently from that recognition—bake it into our cultural norms henceforth.

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Pieces that helped me the past week:

An excellent review of the evolution of and rationale for universal masking:  https://www.vox.com/2020/3/31/21198132/coronavirus-covid-face-masks-n95-respirator-ppe-shortage?fbclid=IwAR237JXMUy94AcI_4uigdP3ZZUfoNd1c_4tyRDi-A8u2BYm7YZmSJ0f3ii8

A summary of current knowledge of SARS-CoV-2 and COVID-19, written accessibly and with practical recommendations, by my teacher and colleague, Dr. Alex Lickerman:  https://imaginemd.net/blog/coronavirus-april-2020-part-5/?fbclid=IwAR20m7QfOSUlZlAZuTaytKDaw210j_wWuqd6xgGBeTbIHAEfZeASfDnYTac

Dr. Lickerman doing a similar review as a guest on a podcast, also excellent: https://www.larryweeks.com/ep-36-coronavirus-qa-with-dr-alex-lickerman-m-d/?fbclid=IwAR077iOtNkCGcyjJdjVWZWKW6RWgtNhVgdN7cYvrnd2bQcbaStrRvTjdqAE

From Maria Shriver’s Sunday PaperBut today is Palm Sunday, and Easter Sunday is a week away. This week is the beginning of Holy Week, a time of spiritual renewal and rebirth. So, I’m taking that as a sign that we aren’t meant to go back to what was. We are meant to go forward both individually and collectively. Each of us will come out of this time a different person, a changed human being. How could we not?
What a double tragedy it would be if we went back to the way we were. To a time when we didn’t care for our planet. To a time when we were so mean to one another. To a time when we were so divided in every way. To a time when we didn’t know our neighbors. To a time when so many only cared about themselves and saw others as the “other.”

A diagram shared on social media of our human responses to the crisis (I don’t know who created it—if you do, please give credit in the comments and tell them thank you).  I think it’s normal that we should find ourselves doing things in each of the nested circles every day.  We can exercise compassion for ourselves and others at the same time:

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Finally, a poem, also from Maria Shriver’s Sunday Paper, shared by her niece, who died with her 8 year-old son the very same day:

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Things will likely feel worse for at least a few weeks before they feel better, my friends.  Hold tight to those you love and who love you.  Count your blessings.  Take perspective.  Consider deeply our inextricable and undeniable interconnectedness.  Be kind.

Onward from 2019: Learnings and Intentions

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Friends!  WHAT a year, no?  How are you feeling here at the end?

In this post:  3 key learnings, 3 high intentions, and my 6 recommended life readings.

What resonates with you?

What would you add?

For a thoughtful and inspiring look on the coming year, check out Donna Cameron’s post from yesterday.

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3 Key Learnings of 2019

Complexity

“When we try to pick out anything by itself, we find it hitched to everything else in the Universe.”  –John Muir

“All that you touch, you change.  All that you change, changes you.” –Octavia Butler

We all live in inextricable connection, like it or not, know it or not, want it or not.  Every interaction has potential for benefit and harm, and the scale is exponential.  Some may find this idea daunting, overwhelming, or untenable.  I find it reassuring.  The idea that some cosmic life thread connects us all, that we are made of the same stuff today as that which existed at the dawn of the universe—this gives me peace.  It encourages me that everything I do in good faith could make a difference.  You really never know how far a small gesture or sharing will reach for good.

The 3 Tenets of Relationship-Centered Leadership

Not so much learnings as a synthesis from LOH training, these are the current foundation statements of my personal and aspirational leadership tenets (iterations likely to evolve over time):

  1. Founded on curiosity, connection, and fidelity to a people-centered mission
  2. Attendant to the relational impacts of all decisions, local and global
  3. Respectful of norms and also agile and adaptive to the changing needs of the system

Having defined these ideals for myself, I am now fully accountable to them.  And I hold them as a standard for those who lead me.

Being >> Saying or Doing

Saying and doing compassionate, empathic, and kind things are necessary and noble.  And they are not enough.  These actions ring hollow without honest sincerity behind them.  People feel us before they hear our words.  Our authentic presence, positive or negative, originates from within.  It manifests in posture, facial expression (overt and subtle, intentional and subconscious), movement, and tone and cadence of voice.  Fake it ‘til you make it—saying and doing things because we know we ‘should’—only gets us so far.  We humans possess a keen sense of genuineness—it’s a survival instinct.  If we accept that a meaningful, productive life and effective leadership in particular, require strong, trusting relationships, then we must cultivate true compassion, empathy, and kindness.  That means suspending judgment, managing assumptions, and holding openness to having our perspective changed by all that we encounter (see first key learning above), among other things.  This may be life’s penultimate challenge—our role models include Mother Theresa and the Dalai Lama.

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3 High Intentions for 2020

  1. Continue to ask more and listen better for people’s personal and unique meaning making—not just patients but all people—attend to souls
  2. Let go perfection
    1. All relationships are not great, and it’s not all my fault
    2. Some people/relationships and circumstances challenge my best self and skills more than others
    3. It’s the honest, sincere, good faith effort, and the learning from imperfection and failed attempts that matter
    4. Some relationships are better ended
  3. Guard against judgment, arrogance, and cynicism

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6 Recommended Life Readings—the 6 most personally impactful books I have read in the last decade:

The Art of Possibility by Rosamund Stone Zander and Benjamin Zander.  Scarcity thinking, competition, and looking out for number one hold us all back.  Stepping fully into our central selves, claiming our full collective agency for creativity and collaboration, and manifesting all the good we are capable of—that is the discovery of this book for me.

Start With Why by Simon Sinek.  In my opinion, the most eloquent and resonant writing on the purpose-driven life.  The freedom and creativity that flows forth therefrom—it all just gives me goosebumps.  Sinek’s The Infinite Game may eventually make this list too, once I have integrated its content and learnings more fully.

Rising Strong by Brené Brown.  Strength and vulnerability, confidence and shame, individuality and belonging—these are the essential human paradoxes that Sister Brené reconciles with gritty aplomb through real life stories as well as grounded theory research.

Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert.  Be you, all you, all in.  Love thyself—flaws, failures, and falls all included.  Make things.  Because that is what we are put here to do, for ourselves and for one another.

Leadership and Self-Deception by The Arbinger Institute.  Perhaps no book explains the profound importance of being better in order to do better, better than this.  And it took me almost all year to really comprehend, and then begin to apprehend, the concept.

Being Mortal by Atul Gawande, MD.  I started and finished this one on vacation this past week.  Dr. Gawande is my favorite physician writer.  I consider this book required reading for all physicians for sure, but really for all people .  “The death rate from life is 100%,” a wise patient once told me.  In modern western society and culture, multiple intertwined and complex forces hamstring our ability to live and die well and at peace.  This book is a brilliant compilation of heartrending personal and professional stories, neatly folded with history, research, and practical information for improving this sad state of things.  It is also a guide to the hard conversations that we all should really have—now.  It has both validated what I already do in my practice, and profoundly changed how I will do things hereafter.  Thank you, Dr. Gawande.

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Best wishes for Peace, Joy, Love, and Connection to all.

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