NaBloPoMo 2017: Field Notes from a Life in Medicine
There is just something about rice that comforts us Asians. This morning I got up early and spent all morning with my hosts in the Department of Surgery. My presentation went well, as did a leadership and communication session I helped lead with the department chair. But I only snacked on trail mix, and by the time I met my friend for sushi in the afternoon, I was starving. The tuna, salmon, and yellowtail sashimi came with a nice, round bowl of rice, and I was in heaven. The smooth, cool texture of the fish, the pungent bite of wasabi, and the dampening, flavor blending effect of soft white rice—every bite was a true pleasure.
Coming back from the west I connected in Denver, happily landing at Concourse C, where they have a bank of restaurants serving hot food. I never do this, but tonight I made a beeline for Big Bowl. No wraps, salads, snack boxes, or tabouleh this time. I wanted rice and stir fry. They served up one of those black takeout containers with the clear lids, filled with food, and I ate the whole damn thing. It was just so satisfying, and so odd because Chinese food is usually the last thing I want when I eat out.
Maybe it’s because I’m overtired. I traveled three times in three weeks in October, to Colorado, then San Francisco, then DC. I connected with amazing people, old friends and new, and my brain was saturated with nature, love, and learning. I also had multiple projects going on at home in that time. This month I have stuck with my commitment to post here every day save one, keeping me up too late most nights. I have presented to colleagues twice, traveling once to do it. It’s been four weeks since I hurt my knee (complete ACL tear, now confirmed, with minor meniscal tears associated), I’m still limping, and my left quad is visibly–stunningly–atrophied. All in all, it’s been a physically, mentally, and emotionally grueling couple of months. I don’t regret most of it, except maybe going to volleyball that night when I probably should have gone to bed. Grrr.
So it makes sense tonight that I’m attracted to ramen with a poached egg, chicken and vegetable soup, rice, stir fry, and oily fish. They are warm, substantive, and satisfying, without feeling heavy or gluttonous. I don’t feel guilty after eating them—these are my true comfort foods.
Thankfully, I have no more travel until Christmas and no presentations for two months. One more NaBloPoMo post tomorrow and 2017 is in the books. I’ve accomplished a lot, and definitely enough, this fall. I can get off this treadmill in another day or so, and start the knee rehab in earnest—a whole new and fascinating experience! Patience will be the challenge, perseverance the goal, and mindfulness the primary coping tool. Now I just need to get home and get some sleep.